Take a thousand marbles made of clear glass and scatter them in a dimly lit room.  With a flashlight you may eventually be able to find every one of them.
Take a billion people and scatter them on a planet.  In time you might be able to discover where each one of them are…  It may take a very long time even if they remain perfectly still.
Find just one of those people and spend a thousand years with them and you might eventually think you know them very very well.
Try now to consider finding each of those billion people and spending one thousand years per individual with each one until you feel you know them very very well.  It would probably take on thousand time one billion years to accomplish this.  To your surprise you would eventually find that even though you spent a thousand years with each person individually, you still didn’t know everything about them.  There would always be something new with each one that you would eventually learn about.
Your understanding of them in it’s complete form would always be incomplete.
What makes us so unique is our individuality.  The variety that lies beneath the surface.  We ourselves don’t even comprehend our own capabilities or even our own thoughts sometimes.  How could we fully understand another?
Earth is a journey to feel what it means to be an individual.  To have our own thoughts.  To be lonely.  Alone.  Private.  One.  To learn to somehow share a part of ourselves with others.
In that sharing we can choose to interact with love and kindness or anger and impatience.  We are free to choose how we are to interact, how we perceive and are perceived.
We are often influenced by outside forces, people, other’s opinions, other’s actions towards us, events, places, memories and so many more energies surrounding us and emanating from within us.
No matter how hard we try, we can never truly know what it is like to be someone else.  We can only judge from our own experiences and thoughts.
It has been said that we are to love our neighbor as our self.  To be kind to others.  To serve others.
We have a choice to be kind of to be cruel.
All experiences we endure in this life serve to give us a reference of life from our own point of view.  To feel what it is like to endure hatred and anger, kindness and love.  We are hear to experience everything that happens to us and to others as a sole individual separate from all other people.  No matter how close we attempt to join with another person, we cannot on a continuous basis share the exact same thoughts and emotions.
In a sense, you could say we are all alone in a crowd.
My last question I presented to the creator of all things was this:
What is our final destination if we are given eternal life instead of becoming nothing after death?  After we have lived a million years and done everything, seen everything, experienced everything as in living forever, wouldn’t we eventually get board?
This answer came to me in a very interesting way.  Different from all of the other answers.
I sat down one day to write a letter to a friend.  I had no sooner gotten the first few paragraphs written when my mind become filled with the words to write and so I simply gave in and wrote everything that flowed through me.  25 pages later and I was looking at the answer to my last question.
I can make those pages available but for mow I will simplify what was in them.
We are here to Love one another the way we know we want to be loved.  We are here to learn kindness, forgiveness, patience, long suffering, charity, restraint, gentleness, wisdom and to be able to maintain in all circumstances a stable image of grace and compassion.
This Earth is a training ground for the gift that will one day be offered to us if we so desire it.
The gift on oneness.  For now we are individuals without the ability to truly know another.
Imagine walking into a room where a zookeeper was who loved his animals and where a hunter was who love to shoot animals.  Now imaging you can hear and feel everything going through their minds as a beautiful tiger walked into the room.
Your own mind would become the center of chaos as you tried to make sense of what a tiger really meant.
You could see a tiger rug, a playful cat, a stuffed head, a clam protector, a prize trophy, a kitten you raised and hand fed.
The confusion would become distressing.
Now with the same abilities, you find yourself in a homeless shelter where 100 people are serving others with kindness and 100 angry criminals walk into the room.  Your ability to read minds and hearts could become overwhelmed as you try to sort out all of the confusion.
Earth is a fine tuning ground where we will experience many things from joy to pain, kindness to cruelty.  The plan is for us to learn how to fine tune our inner energy until we can become still within embracing the best of who we are.
The gift will be offered to us one day to become one in thought and purpose so that when you enter a room of one thousand people, you will no longer feel a disturbance and confusion but an everlasting love and peace just as one candle in a room can offer a bit of light, a thousand candles with the purpose of illumination will fill that same room with a lasting effect of energy that can light the way for others who are found in darkness.
The gift will be the same as God’s ability to know everything everywhere at once.  As Jesus said…  The Father and I are one.  They are separate individuals and yet their hearts and minds and purpose are together and are in tune with the Universe.  A singular goal to eternally lift all to a higher level of existence and we in turn will partake in the same goal and it will be co creation as we invite other Intelligences to experience what we have experienced.
There is no end to this plan and there is no boredom to it either as we move through dimension after another.  Learning and wisdom are similar to eternal space and time.  There will always be teachers and there will always be students and the Universe has so much more to offer than this small little training playground we are journeying through today.
Take a thousand marbles made of clear glass and scatter them in a dimly lit room.  If each of those clear glass marbles emanates an extremely brilliant white light, they can all be gathered with ease.  Together they can become a light that could never be darkened.
Love and light are our core nature and God knows it as he gently reveals who we really are and what we really are capable of.
[whohit]The Destination[/whohit]

Of the five questions I ask the one who originated existence as we know it, I had always wondered how it was possible to be completely aware of everything that was and is and is to come in the Universe.  E V E R Y T H I N G ! !
What if there were a planet 5 light years from Earth that could support life and it had birds on it and one day a bird died…  How would you know that the event had occurred?
I had imagined in my own mind during this thought experiment a laser beam pointed at the Moon where a mirror was positioned to reflect that beam back to me and strike a white piece of paper next to me.  If I vibrated the laser that was firing a beam of light at the Moon, the reflection from the mirror on the Moon would send the light back to me and on the white piece of paper next to me I would see the result of the vibrated light as it would no longer be a simple dot of light but instead a dancing display of lines in sync with the way I vibrated the laser light being sent to the Moon’s mirror.
On the other hand, what if I had my laser perfectly stable with zero vibrations?  The resulting reflected light would remain stable and I would only see a simple dot of light on my white piece of paper.
If however I kept the laser perfectly stable with no vibration and the resulting white paper next to me displayed dancing lines of light, then the new variable would be that something on the Moon was vibrating the reflecting mirror and I would be aware of such disturbances.
The day came when this amazing, kind and loving originator of this Universe existence gave me his answer in his own and yet super clear way.
I was not expecting the answer I had so eagerly pressed the question on such a subject to come as it did…  But oh what an answer I received.
I was relaxed, standing in a shower with warm water pouring over me and my mind had pretty much gone into neutral.  I was mindlessly staring at a frosted window that was in the shower wall as the sunlight streamed through it.
The vision came as clear and as detailed as anything I had ever seen.
I saw a field with the most beautiful weeping willow like trees, perfect blades of delicate grass, amazing colorful flowers and a sky color that seemed to glisten with a new kind of light I had never seen before but on a blueish lavender color cast.  At once I was aware of every molecule, atom, light flowing sap in the trees and grass…  The stream of water running through the field, the spinning electrons inside the rocks by the water’s edge.  I was aware of the deer and the rabbit and the worms under the ground.  Every heart beat, every motion and every thought of any intelligent animated creature and it all hit me at once.  I was seeing, feeling, tasting, hearing, smelling and even more…  The emotional energy and love…  light and life…  It all came to me in an instance.  It was overwhelming to the point of tears.
God, I said…  This is just a field and it is overwhelming.  You do this with a city…  a state… a country… a planet… a solar system… a galaxy…  a Universe.
I am so humbled and I know that at my present state, I am nothing in comparison.
I can only try and simplify this event as in musical terms.  I could play a flute with the ability of only one note at a time while God can play a piano with multiple notes at once and at the same time conduct an entire orchestra with perfection.
God’s light from the very center of his being, extends in all directions, penetrating all existence and instantaneously is reflected back to him.  Not the simple light we are aware of that we use to measure the speed of light in relation to time and space but something far more capable and intense.
All information is passed through this energy…  Physical, mental, emotional, spiritual and all other aspects we are unaware of.
Perfect feedback.  Perfect understanding.
 
[whohit]Omniscient[/whohit]

As a child, I often entertained thoughts that may have not been a normal part of fun and exploration that a little boy might gravitate toward.  Oh yes I had those basic thoughts but at times I would go into almost a loop of thinking which quite often I could not find a solution to.
One of those thoughts had to do with my very existence.
What if the outcome of existence had been different and I had never been born, never even had the chance to live spiritually, never even had any form or entity to call “me” or for that matter never had a thought ever.  How would I perceive the world around me?  What a silly question which could only send a little boy spinning in circles trying to find the root of existence, the beginning of who he was or the possibility of never having been or the possibility of once being but then becoming nothing.
My limited mind was so calculable in the concept of “If things were made, they can be destroyed as well…  If they are they can also become nothing”
There were many other mind twisting thoughts that often visited me but this one seemed a serious nature that could have great consequences on my future.  So I visited and revisited such a thought year after year hoping that my wisdom would osmotically grow until one year I would have a simple answer but alas it never did happen.  I never could resolve on my own the nagging question which had become an old friend.
Until…
One day I had an experience so overwhelming and not of a normal mortal interaction but instead a very sacred and spiritual event that since has changed my entire life.  In the midst of placing the gauntlet down and asking If God actually existed I did in fact receive one of the most powerful answers I believe anyone could ever receive.  Once the first experience occurred and my heart and mind were given assurances of the existence of a supreme entity which possessed the ultimate love and power, I ever so innocently and yet with extreme excitement present before my spiritual and mortal creator this old friend of a question and I knew the answer would not be withheld from me.
I simply asked:  “Was there ever a time when I was not?  Ever a time when I did not exist? and will there ever be a time or at least a possibility I could cease to exist?
I had already received the amazing answer that there is a creator and that he was full of love and cared deeply about me so to this question I thought it a rather simple request.  little did I know that when you are connecting to the creator of this entire Universe and beyond, he is merciful and understands the time frame of teaching and learning and does not always have the same agenda as we do.  You see this was not the only question I was presenting to him for I had 5 serious questions I so truly knew I could receive an answer to yet I was unaware how the answers would come…  I had felt that at that very moment they would all be poured out upon me but I was not God and I did not understand his ways and how gentle he teaches.  I have since learned that when real answers come, each one is significantly important enough to allow the atmosphere and timing to be just right before the replies come.
My answer to this question however was given in a timely manner.  This answer immediately began to unfold and yet had not reached it’s maturity to a full answer for a few days.  The room was still filled with the most amazing energy and thus the answer began in such a way as to be explicitly clear in nature but seemingly full of so many details that I felt it not all coming at once.  I did feel it would be given in it’s fullest but that I would receive enough at that moment to calm my soul even more than it already was.  There was so much kindness and love as this energy from beyond me continued to envelope me and enlighten me.
The beginning of this answer was sweet and so assuring and given with so much love that any denial of the message was not even a thought.
“You are light…  You are thought and reason…  You are that you are.  You are independent in your own and you have always been…  You have always been…  You have always been…  For you are eternal, never made nor can you be destroyed.  If there were a beginning, you were there.  You were taken as it were, invited into my light.  You were loved always and always will be.  You are from beginning to end and there is no beginning nor end.  You are mine and I am yours.  You are the most precious treasure this existence holds for you are existence and without you or any like unto you there would be no existence for existence is more than just material.  Without you and your light, your thinking, your reasoning and all others like you, the things of this Universe would not be or be known and existence would cease to be and existence cannot cease to be.”
“You are and always have been my precious son and you step forward one moment at a time until you receive all things, all light and all that I have to give.  There is no “Nothing” nor will there ever be as it is not the foundation of existence.  It’s very thought is not of light but it is a thought of darkness for it lacks truth and therefore it is not.”
So sweet was this assuring connection that I will never be able to fully describe or explain it.  It was and it is so familiar and so full of love.
I had received an answer to a life long question and unexpectedly was the answer and yet so familiar as though I had always know it and had only forgotten it.
In time I received in such amazing ways of communication, the answer to the rest of my questions and those answers are all here in these pages.
© A Book Of Dreams LLC.
[whohit]Nothingness[/whohit]